The result of expectation, assumption, lack of motivation, or sometimes just lack of faith.
And if you don’t know how to handle it, it will stay inside you and devour you, resulting in hopelessness, sadness, and the worst; Depression.
There are lots of inspirational things we can read or we can hear from anyone or anywhere, like:
“It’s okay to make to fail, make it as a stepping stone. Learn from it.”
“You just gotta get up! Move on and be better.”
I’m not saying that it’s wrong, but it’s not that easy especially when you already have fallen into its dark pits. It will consume you.
The thing is, It’ll get harder if you don’t accept that you fail. The more you deny it, the more it will thrive in you and consume you. You have to swallow the fact that you fail! Starting from that, fix your shit.
Yes, it will take time. You will still have sleepless nights, nights that you’ll cry yourself to sleep. . .
But if it’s your passion, no matter how many times you fail; I know that you will always get up and do it again.
It is not that easy, but all the pain and heartaches are worth it. Just don’t give up.